Woohooo .

Heia, heia.
Lõpuks suutsin tahtejõu kokku võtta. Kui täpsustada siis homsest jätan suitsetamise maha, peale kooli kui plaastrid on ostetud.
Ega ma ei oota, et nad mingi ime korda saadaks ma lihtsalt vajan teadmist, et ma ei tee seda paljalt tahtejõuga, veits imelik, ma tean. ahjaa, õppima hakkan kah , kui muidugi segavaid faktoreid ei ole -.- . Küll te arusaate, millest jutt käib . :D
A, muide, ma oma toas netis, päris usukumatu:D . aga ma nüüd ära magama, võinoh, keemiat õppima. See ya later, alligator.

Hey, life sucks, how about a bottle of vodka for you and me?

For the past few days I've been thinking what's the point of our lives? Is it working so that if we died we could say : " Hey, I've done something with my life, I have something to leave for my kids." or is it living it to the fullest so that everyone could say something about us at our memorial? and how do we even live our lives to the fullest? If we'd party everyday then everyone, well nbot everyone but most of the people would judge us for not doing something with our lives. But if we'd work and study days and nights then we wouldn't have a single story to tell our children for a lesson. i know what some people would say, the'd say that you have to balance your partying time and your studying/working time but it's not that easy. If you find someone you want to spend the rest of the life together then you forget the studying ond focus on him/her, until he/she leaves you and you're going through heartbreak and then you'd focus on the party. Well, this is the one point of view of this but all i have to say for right now is : " life sucks huh, how about a bottle of vodka for you and me?" .
Until next time, Maarja .